LOVE.UNDEFINED.

aaa..child love..

ang pag-ibig pag nasaktan ka parang cancer.
hindi mo alam,hindi mo mapepredict kung kelan tatama sa'yo.
pag hindi mo pa alam na meron ka,alam mo ang dapat gawin para sa ibang tao.
sumuporta,palakasin ang loob pag nasasaktan. pero pag ikaw na ang meron at nasaktan ka.
hindi mo na alam ang gagawin. hindi mo alam kung paanong suporta ang gagawin mo sa sarili mo.
hindi mo alam kung pano ka mabubuhay na dala2 ang saki na 'yon sa'yo.

mearon akong kakilala, bata pa lng xa may nakasama na siyang kaibigan na halos kasabay n rin niyang lumaki. lumipas ang ilang taon 15 years old siya noon, with that age scientifically adolescents are really aggressive. kaya, yung kaibigan niya prket nakakaramdam siya ng kaba,hiya,kilig tuwing makikita niya akala niya mahal na nya. kay sinabi niya kaagad sa kaibigan niya na mahal niya 'to. napasubo sa isang hindi siguradong sitwasyon.

lumipas ang ilang taon,namuhay siya ng malaya,normal na nagdadalaga. nagkakagusto sa iba. pero, dumating ang isang araw na parang merong isang papautok na sumabog sa puso niya na nag bigay ng kasiguraduahn na mahal niya ang kaibigan niya. naging maayos ang lahat sa kanila.
naging masaya,mas nagkakilala. pero isang araw,naisipan niya na tanungin ang kaibigan kung ano ang nararamdaman nito para sa kanya. isang katangahan na alam niya. dahil alam naman niya kung ano ang mahgiging sagot. Hindi. hindi siya gusto nito. tuloy pa rin ang buhay para sa kanya. kahit masakit, tinatago niya. lagi pa rin siyang nasa tabi ng kaibigan niya. bawat araw kada pag gising niya, humihiling siya na mawala na ang nararamdaman niya para sa kaibigan na isang malaking pagtataka para sa kanya na bakit sa araw-araw na pag hiling niya, lalo niya pa itong minamahal.

ngayon. patuloy pa rin siya sa buhay,umaasa na darating ang panahon na mapapagod din siya na mahalin ang kaibigan niya.

ugh!

My school. Our Lady of Fatima University. I dunno if I would still love it or not.
maybe I can say yes not because of the people whose been with me all the time but because of the experiences that I already encountered and going to encounter inside the university.

Frequent changing of schedules was a damn disaster. I don't want it but it gives me uhmmm..how do I say this?thrill?adventure and more! that's why the schools motto was veritas et misericordia a latin translation for truth and compassion. Ugh! Compassion meaning to suffer with. well then, now I know. We suffer with the school's whirlwind minded staffs.

I can't blame them because they have a lot of students, mostly Nursing students like me. In fact we are really over crowded. But still they can manage us quite fine. I admire my school because it's really rising to the top. the administrators were aiming higher that's why we rise faster, expecting that the school was too small to stand in front of the huge universities inside the Philippines. whew!that's a great pleasure for the school and an encouragement for the students to aim higher. Even we experienced and will experience bad things inside the school just due to the schedules. really, really bad posting and announcing of schedules, It's not a problem anymore having the top students to the board examination?I am in a good hands. (cross fingers for goodluck!haha!)

Forever.. : )

They made me feel so happy today and always. Best friends I know will always be with me to stay, whenever I am in suffer, whatever makes me cry, whoever pulls me down. They will always be my best friends and sisters that will always make me in comfort whenever I'm with them. I promise to protect them even I am weak, even I am worthless. Because I know, they will do the same thing for me. Not expecting anything, I JUST KNOW.

This blog is dedicated to my best friends.

REGINE MARIE S. BATAYCAN
MICAH ANGELINA E. CHU
MA. KATHRINE JOY BIBIANO
MA. FATIMA GALGANA
CHARMAIGNE TOGLE
NORELLA PATRICIA C. CONCEPCION


Specially made by:

MA. ERIKAH G. DABU

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!
you're worth keeping.

FOREVER.